I hate this poem.
So far, two lines
Yet, so horrid.
Save yourself
Stop now
It only gets worse from here.
I want to burn this poem.
Feel the friction of my finger against a lighter spark
Watch as the small flame just kisses the page
See fire consume the clean paper
Smell the smoke in the air
Until only ash remains.
I want to bury this poem.
Dig a hole with my own bare hands
Crumple the paper into a tight wrinkled ball
Plunge the monstrosity deep into earth
Feel the weight of the dirt as I move it
And push this closer to Hell.
I want to shred this poem.
Hear the paper cry out as I tear it
Run my scissors along its helpless l
There's a glow of confidence about her
She's on the prowl
Scouting out the next blow to her plastic card
Her hunting partner, boyfriend, fiancé, close in tow.
Boyfriend drags himself
Slumped shoulders, dim eyes
Spirit broken.
Her eyes lock on a pair of high heels
Perfect prey with a superb fit.
Box closes, decision made
Passes it to boyfriend who unwillingly carries it
She's an abuser of kindness
But her arms are weak
She says.
His eyes lock on a voluptuous woman
He examines the form underneath her snug fitting dress.
Staring indiscreetly at this woman who is not his fiancé
His girl notices what at which he is star
Bodies sway with the car's motion
Pressure on all sides
Fighting gravity
Holding on tight, bracing
Don't fall
96th Street
A few bodies leave and ascend towards Earth
Twice that number enter Hell
"Do not lean on the door" the droning voice commands
Disheartened bodies locked out
The journey continues without
Arms plastered to sides to hide
The pools of sweat fermenting in the pits
Liquid beads hang off faces
And a sticky layer forms on the palms
Not a breeze to be felt.
Past the rows of jumbled arms
Behind the fists clenched around hot metal bars
Grimy yellow walls cage tight
Smiling advertising gives a false sense of hope
The heart is one of the strongest muscles in the body.
Mine is stronger than most.
It beats sixty six times per minute when I'm calm
More when I'm anxious.
Hearts do not crack.
They do not break.
They absolutely do not sink, shatter, or rip in two
Many poems say otherwise.
It is your sanity that cracks when you hear the news.
Your sense of time is what breaks as those fatal words are spoken.
Your composure absolutely does not sink, shatter, or rip in two
For it is completely and utterly obliterated.
When I am calm, blood is pumped to my extremities about once a second.
My heart can't break.
Yet when my throat closes, my sight fa
I hate this poem.
So far, two lines
Yet, so horrid.
Save yourself
Stop now
It only gets worse from here.
I want to burn this poem.
Feel the friction of my finger against a lighter spark
Watch as the small flame just kisses the page
See fire consume the clean paper
Smell the smoke in the air
Until only ash remains.
I want to bury this poem.
Dig a hole with my own bare hands
Crumple the paper into a tight wrinkled ball
Plunge the monstrosity deep into earth
Feel the weight of the dirt as I move it
And push this closer to Hell.
I want to shred this poem.
Hear the paper cry out as I tear it
Run my scissors along its helpless l
There's a glow of confidence about her
She's on the prowl
Scouting out the next blow to her plastic card
Her hunting partner, boyfriend, fiancé, close in tow.
Boyfriend drags himself
Slumped shoulders, dim eyes
Spirit broken.
Her eyes lock on a pair of high heels
Perfect prey with a superb fit.
Box closes, decision made
Passes it to boyfriend who unwillingly carries it
She's an abuser of kindness
But her arms are weak
She says.
His eyes lock on a voluptuous woman
He examines the form underneath her snug fitting dress.
Staring indiscreetly at this woman who is not his fiancé
His girl notices what at which he is star
Bodies sway with the car's motion
Pressure on all sides
Fighting gravity
Holding on tight, bracing
Don't fall
96th Street
A few bodies leave and ascend towards Earth
Twice that number enter Hell
"Do not lean on the door" the droning voice commands
Disheartened bodies locked out
The journey continues without
Arms plastered to sides to hide
The pools of sweat fermenting in the pits
Liquid beads hang off faces
And a sticky layer forms on the palms
Not a breeze to be felt.
Past the rows of jumbled arms
Behind the fists clenched around hot metal bars
Grimy yellow walls cage tight
Smiling advertising gives a false sense of hope
The heart is one of the strongest muscles in the body.
Mine is stronger than most.
It beats sixty six times per minute when I'm calm
More when I'm anxious.
Hearts do not crack.
They do not break.
They absolutely do not sink, shatter, or rip in two
Many poems say otherwise.
It is your sanity that cracks when you hear the news.
Your sense of time is what breaks as those fatal words are spoken.
Your composure absolutely does not sink, shatter, or rip in two
For it is completely and utterly obliterated.
When I am calm, blood is pumped to my extremities about once a second.
My heart can't break.
Yet when my throat closes, my sight fa
I'm gonna go about uploading tons of poetry. Because I can. And I'm gonna update two of the ones that I edited and resubmit them. So prepare for an onslaught of stuff.
LIFE IS PRETTY AWESOME OR PRETTY NOT AWESOME. I DON'T CARE, REALLY.
Every journal by any person ever is about how life sucks, doesn't suck, or some sort of announcement. So here is my space filler.
HI THERE JOURNAL READER!
True story. I'd upload em but they're rather unfinished and...Rather creepy. Don't particularly want a gallery filled with gruesome pictures of emaciation. Maybe one day I'll get around to painting it. Then you will see how twisted I am on the inside.
I'M CRAZY. ITS LEGAL NOW, SO I CAN BASICALLY USE IT AS AN EXCUSE TO DO WHATEVER THE HELL I WANT. WOOOOO.